I don't care whether you marry me or not. Gordon shoved open the door of the public bar, Ravelston following. No money, therefore no hold. This edition published in 1956 by Harcourt, Brace in New York. But I prefer to keep my friends.’, ‘Isn't that rather — well, rather a bourgeois kind of thing to say?’, ‘Do you think it would be borrowing if I took ten quid off you? Money again! ‘If you want to know, my wife's going to have a baby. Ah! The train was full of tired hikers in khaki shorts. And tonight's achievement — two lines crossed out; two lines backward instead of forward. But you were so anxious for me to go back to the New Albion before. They had blackened eye-brows and hats that were like vulgarer versions of Rosemary's. He suffered, by his own account, from every disease in the medical dictionary, and was never weary of talking about them. One says these things, with the feeling that one cannot help saying them, and afterwards one is sorry. Those in front of him were prose, a miscellaneous lot. It takes all sorts to make a world, don't it now?’ said the taximan. He moved roughly southward — through the wastes of Camden Town, down Tottenham Court Road. McKechnie can't keep me on after I've been in the clink. He was not in a mood to worry about a few jostlings and elbowings. Ravelston had never met Rosemary. If Gordon buckled to work in the right spirit he might be a Big Pot one of these days. ‘Bass, then, would you? After all, hitherto he had stuck it out, after a fashion. He could just manage two and nine. You have got a cheek!’. Two gleaming two-seater cars were parked in the drive. ‘Gordon! I dare say I'll get a job of sorts sooner or later. Every woman's got it. Flick, flick. He took Dora's arm again. But at the worst there was a chance that Rosemary had written. First he half filled the kettle with water from the jug and set it on the oil stove. Presently the burglar and the publican were taken away, sentenced, and brought back to wait till the Black Maria should take them off to jail. Edition Notes Genre Fiction. Modigliani's, admitted Ravelston. ‘I never said I wanted you to do that. Gordon had got hold of money from somewhere and was squandering it immediately; as usual, Ravelston felt he hadn't the right to interfere. The money in his pocket seemed to shrink to nothing, this was the very opposite to the cosy pub they had been looking for. He still made some pretence of searching for work, but he only did it to save his face. The rich don't behave like that. A spasm of self-pity went through him. That wounded her. They could find a place easily enough; there are plenty of hotels round Shaftesbury Avenue where they don't ask questions if you can pay the bill. ‘And so essentially English,’ said Gordon. Art there, old false-penny? But it was fatigue and hunger as well as thirst. Does she? Recapture that first fine careless rapture! And so essentially English!’. It was only because of Rosemary and Julia that he cared. That isn't how one behaves to people one loves. That bottle off the dressing-table.’. And yet uncle in his old age was probably not unhappy. Gordon did not know that Ravelston was hungry, but Ravelston knew that Gordon was hungry, and Gordon knew that Ravelston knew it. She laughed. And bleakly, as the cold strikes through I want to kiss you.’. Tea, with little wilting sandwiches and rock cakes like balls of putty, was two shillings a head. About four hundred lines in all. He waved away the menu which the waiter had produced. So there was subtle disagreement between them, which Ravelston was too good-mannered to press home. It was Rosemary! If only they had not come to this accursed place! The vivid phrase that sticks and rankles, the neat little para. Ravelston was still worrying about the expense, Rosemary was worried because Gordon was drunk, Gordon was restless and thirsty. His whole body had a dreadful, swollen, fiery feeling. ‘She says, “What am I hanging on to the beer-handle for?”’. You're dead. She smacked his face as hard as she could and dodged neatly out of his reach. It was getting beastly cold, too, but they had walked four miles and the exercise had warmed them. Only in the street or in a pub could he feel himself approximately Ravelston's equal. He pressed her shoulders against the rough damp bricks of the wall. Six weeks — nine weeks, perhaps. About the size of a large gooseberry. In a moment he had fetched up at the bar between a stout commercial traveller drinking Guinness and a tall, lean, decayed major type of man with droopy moustaches, whose entire conversation seemed to consist of ‘What ho!’ and ‘What, what!’ Gordon threw half a crown on to the beer-wet bar. Every intelligent boy of sixteen is a Socialist. Not that you were expected to ‘dress’ at Modigliani's. His heart shrank. But she would never live to read them. There was a party of young fools in there, on the razzle with whisky and girls. The physical pain did him good. And how are you? He was always arranging this kind of thing, stealthily, for obscure poets. They plunged into the woods and started westward, with not much idea of where they were making for — anywhere, so long as it was away from London. So that was that. Her body seemed to melt into his. It looked dead and empty, nothing growing under the naked trees. She had had such hopes of Gordon. It did look expensive. Finish it presently. Very well, then, he would refuse the whole business of ‘succeeding’; he would make it his especial purpose not to ‘succeed’. She smiled at him, and with a gait as clumsy as a bear's followed him into the library. I asked leave to speak to him for a few minutes.’. How's life? Nevertheless with a sort of desperate hope he tugged at the bell. Ping! Julia's room in Earl's Court, though only a second-floor back, was not just a vulgar bedroom like Gordon's. And she was nicely dressed, as usual. He said that the russet foliage of the hornbeams was like the hair of Burne-Jones maidens, and that the smooth tentacles of the ivy that wound about the trees were like the clinging arms of Dickens heroines. His desire could only return at some future time when there was no quarrel fresh in his mind and no consciousness of four and fourpence in his pocket to daunt him. He could put up with this meaningless office-life, because he never for an instant thought of it as permanent. This smelly place oppressed him, and it was increasingly obvious that Gordon did not want him here. ‘No, I wouldn't. Qu'est-ce que tu as fait? ‘About half a mile along, that is. The poet starving in a garret — but starving, somehow, not uncomfortably — that was his vision of himself. It is real ‘escape literature’, that stuff in the twopenny libraries. He made himself a cup of tea almost every night, in the deadliest secrecy. He was in the money world, but not of it. A few tons of T.N.T. ‘Gordon, you are such a dear old ass! You're going to bed with me.’. He looked from Dora to Gordon, from Gordon to Barbara. But unfortunately there had been a leakage somewhere; Flaxman had got home to find retribution awaiting him. ‘I'm going to pay for my own lunch,’ she whispered to Gordon, across the table. she would keep her implied promise, she would not draw back; but all the same she was frightened. And now for the great event of the evening — his illicit cup of tea. Gordon thought he would light the oil lamp. It was Julia's five pounds, of course; he wasn't going to spend it. But come here, Dora. ‘Corner Table enjoys his meal with Bovex’. ‘Yes. He so wanted to be sure that she was his! What do you do with yourself on Sundays, Gordon?’, ‘Oh, God! And so in ten minutes the whole thing was settled. And his room was more cold and squalid than even a lodging-house bedroom has any right to be. For a moment he checked his step, even allowing himself to catch her eye. As a matter of fact, Ravelston was incapable of being properly angry. Literary associations of the wrong kind (Coleridge was rumoured to have lived there for six weeks in the summer of 1821) hung heavy upon it. ‘Yes, they would. Do!’, ‘No. It was like remembering last night's debauch. She made some coffee and brought it into the front room on the red lacquered tray which they had bought in Selfridge's Bargain Basement. Ah! The lending library was on the left. It was too early to go to bed; at least, he was not in the mood for it. It was what he wanted, even now. Seven hundred wasted days, all ending in the lonely bed. Three times during that week Hermione Slater came. The plane trees brooded motionless, dimmed by faint wreaths of mist. She pulled his arm away, put her face forward to kiss him, then drew back, surprised, and began to stroke the hair over his temple with the tips of her fingers. But this could not be said, as yet. She pulled the coverlet further over Gordon. Good night and good luck.’. All through the year she was scraping from her wretched wages for ‘So-and-so's Christmas present’, or ‘So-and-so's birthday present’. Nothing unwholesome, you know.’ He patted the vague frontier between his belly and his chest. I love you.’, ‘I don't care. In a moment the waiter came back, carrying the bottle of cheap wine by the neck, and half concealing it behind his coat tails, as though it were something a little indecent or unclean. He knew what she was thinking. ‘Yes, Gordon?’ she said quietly. But it was a poor weedy specimen — indeed, it was obviously dying. McKechnie's library had been comparatively highbrow. Before her marriage Gordon's mother had been a music teacher, and even since then she had taken pupils, sporadically, when the family were in lower water than usual. Don't forget the date this time. And apart from Antichrist, money flowed from him in all directions. And yet, in spite of the invariable disappointment, how eagerly he looked forward to those literary tea-parties! ‘Oh, God! Black Maria leaves at half past nine.’. Ravelston had given them a complete set of crockery for a wedding present — a very kindly thought, that. And ever since, for two whole years, he had been struggling in the labyrinth of a dreadful book that never got any further, and which, as he knew in his moments of clarity, never would get any further. Unwillingly, Ravelston assented. Thirty bob a week.’, ‘Yes, but — ! The answer was always the same — no jobs vacant. But as he grew older he grew — not less unreasonable, exactly, but unreasonable in a different way. Rosemary might have endured it, but the sight of that filthy attic would have been almost the death of Julia. He kept reiterating that he didn't want that kind of job. It reminded Gordon of the chest of a carthorse. Up against this, under the window, there was a kitchen table with an inkstained green cloth. Mother Meakin was not the type to interfere. But in hell there would be torment. They walked on fifty yards or so. What do they think? With Rosemary it didn't matter so much, but Julia would be ashamed and miserable. said drunken half contemptuously. We can't afford principles, people like us. Probably there would be a job waiting for Gordon if he chose to go back. What a bore it is! ‘Let me introduce you. This was the first time he had seen the interior of a police cell. Books of that type you could read at the rate of one an hour. They did not say euphemistically that Gordon was ‘right in principle’; they knew that to refuse a ‘good’ job can never be right. In the window of the nearest house an aspidistra, a striped one, peeped between the yellow lace curtains. Que vous estes benigne et doulche, ‘I'll light the fire again,’ she said. She was really extraordinarily good-natured. They were farther down the dreary street, between a flyblown ham-and-beef shop and a smartish undertaker. Dare one dodge such a responsibility as that? She lay looking up at him, her face full of distress, too overcome for the moment even to remember that she was naked. Gordon's spirits revived a little. Gordon drank his cup of tea standing up, his eye on the birchwood calendar. Suppose the Dorings weren't at home! That pulled him up. He felt that Gordon exaggerated, and yet he never liked to contradict him. Ravelston was a personal friend of the publisher. Without money, you can't be straightforward in your dealings with women. I was only stating facts.’. He gazed out through the glass door. Rosemary tweaked at his arm. I've only eightpence left.’. It simply doesn't bear thinking of.’, ‘Ah, your people! He wrote that dashed clever book of poems called Mice. He turned back a page or two and found a print of a six weeks’ foetus. He lounged out on to the pavement, a tall distinguished figure, aristocratically shabby, his eye rather moody. He greeted them with the homey, family-doctor geniality reserved for library-subscribers. He had known all along that she would do it sooner or later. She fingered the broken button, then suddenly lifted his discoloured Woolworth's tie aside. ‘Look here, Ravelston, I can't stay here any longer. ‘’Ja do with a cup of tea?’ a voice said. She was one of those malignant respectable women who keep lodging-houses. Though I speak with the tongues of men of angels, and have not money, I am become as a sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. ‘How is your work getting on?’ said Ravelston presently. The sense of disintegration, of decay, that is endemic in our time, was strong upon him. None of the boys had proper professions, because Gran'pa Comstock had been at the greatest pains to drive all of them into professions for which they were totally unsuited. A child conscious of poverty will suffer snobbish agonies such as a grown-up person can scarcely imagine. I see your point absolutely. Own up.’, ‘All right, then — yes, I would. Keep the Aspidistra Flying, first published 1936, is a grimly comic novel by George Orwell. Gordon had stretched his legs out straight. Rosemary looked twenty-eight, perhaps; Gordon looked at least thirty-five. Its top edge was black with dust. ‘'ere!’ she said, and thrust an armful of filthy-looking books almost into Gordon's face. No less than thirteen papers reviewed it! As soon as he heard Ravelston say that it was ‘bloody’, he knew that he had been exaggerating. Why not stop and talk to her? Lucky pheasant! He offered Gordon the job. We must cross the bridge and have a look at the signposts.’. You're always tirading against Capitalism, and yet you won't accept the only possible alternative. She was rich, of course, or rather her people were. For a moment he did feel that in some mysterious way they were one flesh. What a couple! There was no gas-stove, of course; just the gas-ring in the fender, and, down two flights of stairs, a large evil-smelling sink which was common to the whole house. Winter, the sack, the workhouse, the Embankment benches! As though anybody could be tempted by those! Do!’, ‘Yes, but not some time — now. The sluttish poet of today would be hardly recognizable in the natty young business man of tomorrow. It was à la carte. His last suit of pyjamas had gone west more than a year ago. A girl came down the pavement alone. Gordon watched them go. She says he's such a nice man — meaning that he's got plenty of money. But if you have even one it's all right, because when people see one cigarette in a packet they assume that the packet has been full. He lengthened the focus of his eyes again. comment. Write anything else? Ravelston gazed unhappily at the wall. ‘I suppose we must say good-bye for the present,’ he said. Nor ought you.’. He pushed her a little away from him. Not after knowing you for two years.’. He fell on his knees, pressed his ear to her belly, and listened. Until the afternoon Gordon felt sick and weak. He thought of Rosemary. There was this money-business standing in the way — these meaningless scruples which she had never understood but which she had accepted merely because they were his. Nothing had been said. After all, the scene was grotesque — the naked woman lying in the grass, the dressed man standing moodily by with his hands in his pockets. Their bellies were close together. And as for Aunt Angela and Uncle Walter — oh dear, oh dear! He had not seen Rosemary for weeks past. He started up the stairs. Ten days in Paris with thirty quid that wifie hadn't heard about! Hermione must be there. Her letters — long, ill-spelt letters, full of absurd jokes and protestations of love for him — meant far more to him than she could ever understand. The person who had just come in was Rosemary. on the bamboo table by the window, positively an aspidistra! A bit wrong in the head, presumably. In the sulky, sluggish state that he was in, his sole desire was to get rid of them. The boom of trains and the rattle of hooves, So Doring was pretending that it was all a mistake — was pretending not to have insulted him! The sober half of him was not dead yet. She looked up at him, ready to break out into a broad-lipped smile. It was with a kind of resentment that he thought of her small, strong body, which he had never yet seen naked. Ravelston lived nearer, in the Regent's Park district. Simply he wanted to get away — away from the windy street, away from scenes and emotional demands, back in the frowzy solitude of his attic. They always wanted to see books about cats and dogs, but never actually bought anything. However, he could feel the milled edge of a form, his principal coin at the moment. It seemed the most monstrous folly, in this year of blight 1934, that anyone should pay fifty dollars for a poem. Gordon had been sold to him, so to speak, as a drunkard. THIS STONE IS ERECTED BY Not thirty yet, but moth-eaten already. He did not let the others see the bill, of course, but they saw him paying. A novel or two by Hemingway and Virginia Woolf. Wait here a second.’. They might have given him books to review or asked to see his poems or Lord knew what. It's time I was getting back.’. You slipped out of that house somehow and into the street.’, ‘Wandering up and down Shaftesbury Avenue, drinking out of a bottle,’ said Flaxman appreciatively. ‘What kind of book did you want?’ he asked the factory girl. Then you'll get it last post on Tuesday night.’. He went round to the other side of the pub. He talked a great deal, but the others were deeply suspicious of him; when he was taken out again they all declared he was a ‘split’. But dimly visible before him was a black upright shape, sole point of stability in a reeling world — the beer-handle. There was no doubt about Gordon's literary ability. In her own way, I dare say she cares for me quite a lot. When the hounds of spring are on winter's traces, in the spring time, the only pretty ring time, when the birds do sing, hey-ding-a-ding ding, cuckoo, jug-jug, pu-wee, ta-witta-woo! There was deep intimacy between them. I won't let you say such things. Gordon glanced at the japanned tray on the hall-stand. The taxi bore them away. But Ravelston was glad to see her. He would sell his soul so utterly that he would forget it had ever been his. He could walk with perfect steadiness. Every one of them seemed doomed, as though by a curse, to a dismal, shabby, hole-and-corner existence. A really dreadful thing this time — a thing he could hardly even bear to look at. Even now she believed that somehow, some day, he was going to retrieve the family fortunes. Not for months yet.’, ‘But I shall be able to hear it later on, shan't I?’, ‘I think so. The Comstocks, as Gordon knew them, were a peculiarly dull, shabby, dead-alive, ineffectual family. Perhaps it is the only real religion — the only really felt religion — that is left to us. Gordon knew quite well why Ravelston refused the tea. If there were tears in his eyes it was only from the cold of the wind. THIS woman business! by the way! He and Gordon had a big job on hand at the moment. And now they were off upon their favourite subject — Gordon's favourite subject, anyway; the futility, the bloodiness, the deathliness of modern life. After all, there was always his ‘writing’. The waiter's eyebrows rose again. It was not only from money but from life itself that he was turning away. And in the moments when he faced facts Gordon himself was aware of this. Silently, Gordon indicated the shelves where the ‘sex’ books were kept. Poetry, indeed! The ground's fairly dry.’. He thought of the day when he had given them notice at the New Albion; and Mr Erskine's kind, red, beefish face, gently counselling him not to chuck up a ‘good’ job for nothing. At the back of his mind was the idea that he could somehow live by writing poetry; but that was too absurd even to be mentioned. When your income is two quid a week you at least aren't jaded by too much human contact. As Gordon threw away the match his eye fell upon the aspidistra in its grass-green pot. Ah! Good. How should he? No matter. No doubt they would have books in there that would tell him about it. I'd like you to be earning more money — yes.’, ‘And you think I ought to have stayed on at the New Albion, don't you? The cheapest thing on the list was cold beef and salad for one and sixpence. Oh, I'm so sorry, so sorry!’, ‘You losing your job and everything. Almost like a little poem in itself. About the time when the clerks grew tired of chaffing Gordon, Mr Erskine, the managing director, who had hitherto taken only the minimum notice of him, sent for him and interviewed him. But of course, in his inmost heart, he didn't really like having Gordon there. Julia knew, however. You're drunk.’. He crossed the road and walked on, southward. ‘Oh, astonishingly!’ echoed Mrs Penn, ironically, her eye on Gordon. As likely as not it would rain. One night about nine he was lying on his bed, with the ragged counterpane over his feet, his hands under his head to keep them warm. Poor, dear, good, kind, but on the whole unloveable Aunt Angela! He would not have gone to a literary tea-party if you had paid him. But for the moment he did not even want to be fair. Swish — gurgle! Apart from the minor pains that stabbed him every time he moved, there was a large, dull sort of pain which was not localized but which seemed to hover all over him. Once he insisted upon destroying some mauve toadstools because he said they reminded him of a Rackham illustration and he suspected fairies of dancing round them. It was rather that, having no money, they still lived mentally in the money-world — the world in which money is virtue and poverty is crime. Rosemary caught Gordon's arm and pulled him against her. ‘And you're going to be nice to me, aren't you?’. Jolly to be out of work at this time of year! There was her body that he had wanted so long; but now when the time had come it only daunted him. There were always quite a lot of people at the Dorings’ parties, and half of them came in cars. Perhaps he would work; for a little while, anyway. His hand moved automatically to his pocket. There were acres of close-printed text full of Latin words. Otherwise we're sunk.’. He read the books which the headmaster denounced from the pulpit, and developed unorthodox opinions about the C. of E., patriotism, and the Old Boys’ tie. It's all money.’, ‘But surely money isn't so important as all that? He didn't see me. Ten or a dozen of them there had been. The post! Nothing grew at their roots, but the dried leaves were strewn so thickly that in the distance the slopes looked like folds of copper-coloured silk. To have invited him, and then changed the day and not even bothered to tell him! But she could not have been mistaken. Let's do it all regardless, was his private thought; might as well spend two quid — three quid, even. She was looking at him with a sort of yielding irony. Drunken half was still clamouring for a bit of fun. I told you that before. For after all, what is there behind it, except money? He had fourpence halfpenny counting the Joey. It's getting late.’. On the second floor lived Lorenheim, a dark, meagre, lizard-like creature of uncertain age and race, who made about thirty-five shillings a week by touting vacuum-cleaners. She thrust a packet of twenty Gold Flake, which she had bought at the tobacco kiosk, into his coat pocket and ran back to the Underground before he could protest. Gordon dragged the quilt from his bed, wrapped it round his legs, and sat down to read. It surprised him that they should begin looking human so soon. What? It was Mother Meakin, presumably, though it did not sound like her knock. The girl at the cash desk would titter. A clot of phlegm, like a little white tongue, came slowly out between his lips and was ejected into the gutter. was the thought in her mind. You're not to.’, ‘Order another bottle. Gordon did not want to be told that ‘people aren't so bad’. Gordon had fourteen shillings in his hand — thirteen and nine, rather, because the bus fare was threepence. 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